I'm really worry at this time. Can't sleep well. Can't eat properly too.I just feel that I'm worry what will happen today at the hospital. Yes, today is a very important day for me. Not sure it will be happy-ended or sad-ended. Sure I hope it will be fine.
Mama sms-ed me at the early morning just now. She said she can't sleep too. She's worrying about me. As she knew that It will be hard for me after finishing it, from infos she got from colleagues. I have no choice!!! I must be very strong, as I decided to take the risk.
Well, being a student who has bad gastritis is not easy. It comes anytime anywhere where your condition is not properly managed i.e. when you suffer from exam stress. Haha. I never thought it was because of the stress during exams. My mind felt OK but I noticed when the doctor told me. Yup that kind-hearted female doctor in NTU said it was. That means it should be fine after exams finished rite? But it's in vain.Almost 20 days I'm suffering from this and I hope it ends today! Eventhough I must face it with very worry face and lots of curiosity.
Yesterday, I was really crying. True. It's right after I went from MC. Not because of I'm so childish. But It's due to I was very scared of the worst case that I may face today. When calling Mama, I cried a lot. I asked her to hope and pray the best for me. Thanks Ma! I'm sorry I always make you worry during my sickness.
After having lunch with Karen, I felt better. Thanks Karen! She said no need to worry much. It'd be all right as she experienced it before, but in different case. She got it when her sinusitis came. She said not so painful but just uncomfortable. But still OK. I hope that will be true later. And we went to borrow some Japanese language books for beginners from HSS lib. Quite nice place there. Then continued going to Nanyang market as she said she wanted to buy the electromagnetic mosquito repellent, which I recommended before. Thanks for sharing anyway.
Lastly, now I need to prepare everything now, physically and mentally. Yah. I woke up so early, as I said previously, can't sleep well. I don't know when it will finish. I'm very nervous. Then later meet Ferry Ris at Popular Jurong East. OK.
Ja mata!
- Mama & Bapak: Thanks for your caring. Sorry make you worry again! -Om Ed: Thanks for your call yesterday. Sorry to make you worry too.I'll update the news. -Karen: Thanks for accompanying and sharing with me yesterday. I felt much better and katarsis -Ferry Ris: Thanks for your help. Sorry for bothering. You are good senior. -dr. Har & pak Fir: Thanks for the supports! Really appreciate it... -Larissa & Fanny:Thanks for your good hope |
Bram,cepet sembuh ya.
tataaa...[mau outing dulu..hehehe...]
anyway, sandwich tuna nya kayaknya enak deh..ditunggu bolu kukus nya!